Current mood:	confused
Current music:	nada surf-paper boats

same damn planet everytime i look
"So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different", except for the fact that my determination has dropped to a new low. I don't do my homework at all anymore. I'm too preoccupied with paying attention to everyone else's changing lives vs. my own. I'm pretty freaked out about today even though it doesn't effect me directly. I care so much about this one person and I hope everything is going to be ok. Thinking, staring at the ceiling, and singing the same songs to your walls is a great waste of time and I think you should try it.

big run on sentence right here---->Its weird how there are some people that you can indulge in conversation so effortlessy and there are others where you can't think of more than five words to say and you sit there in a painful and awkward silence until someone utters "ok talk to you later bye!" and they walk away and you both pretend like you're friends even though you know deep down you'll never have that chemistry you have with your real friends because even when there are moments of not talking with those people it still feels comfortable, safe, and okay. (this is me just rambling and trying to write a big entry for queen kevan to read so he can't say i never update anymore)

veronica and i made an exciting pact to do this one exciting thing. i can't say what it is just yet but you'll see sometime soon. veronica's going to look like a hot mexican girl -_-

peace out.
make out.
go shout.
kbye.